tottaly lost

yeah okay ive tottaly gone off the rails with everything.
life in general but in particular my work... i dont know what im doing, havent had a focus for so long. ideas but no execution. ive been sick - in both kinds, and its taken its tole.
this has also lead to procrastination and ive completely let myself down with my work, i know i have let myself go and my art go. i really just cant wait to have compeltely fresh ideas in the new semester and stick to them, although im already starting to have way to many ideas which is not good!
i have a few that i have research and i havent lost interest in them after looking at them for a while.
anyway... i just want to hand in what ive done so far even though its not to my full potential.
... honestly im not at my full potential at the moment...